Have you ever been betrayed before? How did you feel? Did you want revenge?
I admit that i am not famous or special. I am always sad and unhappy. I only have a few friends. I admit that everyday i feel like i want to die. My world is full of gloomy days. Today was one of the worst day ever. This was the first time i feel like i was being rejected. Rejected by others because of my personality. Today me and and a classmate of mine was supposed to be partners. We were supposed to share tables because each of us had to choose a partner to share with. We promised to be partners. But the next day i found out that he chose another partner. He chose that other partner because he was more famous and had better qualities than me. I am not angry at him for breaking the promise. But im dissapointed. BUT At the same time, i was glad he betrayed me because now i know his true qualities. AT least now i will just assume that all my classmates are the same as him. I dont blame him for not wanting to be partners with me. Because everyone know what qualities i have. I won't get revenge on him because that wont solve anything. It will just create problems. He is who he is. I cant change who he is. All the past years he chose me to be his partner because no one wanted to be his partner. Now i feel so stupid. At least i have learnt the TRUTH. NOW I wont trust anyone. It will be me alone against the world. The world of darkness full of fake people. THIS IS THE TRUTH. WHat do you think? Should i get revenge? Should i continue living my life? OR Should i just die?
Give me a reason why should i continue living this life? Why is God making me suffer?
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By holding up your strong desire to avenge on him, you will learn not to be debilitated anymore. It is manifest undoubtedly that your partner has chosen his host shell to overcome his weakness, making himself enervated. With his revealed true quality, people surrounding him will gradually be separated and builds up a hatred on him.
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ReplyDeleteWe must not blame our god for any consequences. Everyone has meaning and reason to live out this world. 'LEAVE AND LEARN', an invisible message that guides us to right direction. All of people have their 'TRUTH' in them which might surprise us, and disappoint us. 'REAL EYES, REALIZE, REAL LIES' God always loves us no matter what sins you have committed.
ReplyDeleteBut only i know his true quality. Nobody else knows...
ReplyDeleteI know his name his name is xxxxxxx xxxxxxx living in Kita Bayu. You should kick his ass. REvenge is the only way to do so. Kick his ass and face.
ReplyDeleteYou should know that everyone else has the same experience. It's not only you. U should also be awared that people take part in a society for their benefits, not yours or ours. This is the world where trusting is dangerous even between the family members.
ReplyDeleteSo are you saying, i should betray everyone for my own benefits.
ReplyDelete(Firstly, There's only 6 letters in his last name)
ReplyDeleteI don't know how relevant this post is now, since it's been a month and a bit, but if you'll allow me to have a few words of "advice"? (Yeah, I realise that it's incredibly arrogant to call it "advice", seeing as that suggests that my point of view is more informed, or better, than yours)
You should have a positive outlook on life. Even if it's tough. It's naive to think that life is rigidly structured and that things like misery will stay with you for ages. True, it's also naive to think that you can suggest something like that, seeing as there's no telling what twists and turns will take place over the course of someone's life. However, I think it's safe to assume that if you have a negative perspective on things that surround your life, you're bound to hang on to this negativity and will be forced to act negatively towards either them or yourself. And that's never good.
Also, I'd speak against assuming that everyone's the same as this person that had "betrayed" you. It's not fair to the other people if this person who'd wronged you is then used as the basis for judgment upon them, if you get me. It's like... saying Evra is SHIT because he doesn't score as many goals as Ronaldo. And so therefore, I'm never playing Evra in my team again.
Be wary of not trusting anyone. Trust is something earned, not put into things foolishly. But it's also not something you can't invest into people. Being people, we kinda... need others to survive. Keep sane. Stop us from feeling lonely.
If your post is still relevant, I'd like you to hear what I'm saying and maybe take it into consideration. hahaha, you'd probably be able to guess who this is, won't you?